~ * Waiting for my prince * ~
Some day my prince will come
Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know
Some day my prince will come
Some day I'll find my love
And how thrilling that moment will be
When the prince of my dreams comes to me
Hello .... everyone ? or maybe no-one ~
Well ... I don't think anyone read my blog anymore after so long .... haha
Sigh .... I have to say that the amount of workload i have now really flattens me .... I'm exhausted everyday ....
There are so many SACs coming up .... in case no one know what a SAC means ... it's internal exams that are counted towards the ENTER score .....
What's ENTER score ?
Erm .... i guess it's something similar to O level ...
Anyway .... back to subject ....
I'm counting down now ..... it's 88 days left ......
Also .... I have written down all the SACs I am having this semester ...
Well ... basically .... 2 SACs next week and 3 the week after ....
So ... what am i doing now typing something that perhaps no one will read ?
Well .... haha , I don't know ..... hmm .... maybe it's simply the desire to tell ....
Life is ... erm .... boring ?
Well ... not exactly .... it's quite busy .... but monotonous ....
I wish this will be over soon .... and I know it'll pass faster than I believe ....
Then ... I'll head on to Uni life ... hmm .... uncertainty future ~ HAHA !
The alarm clock near my desk just told me that it's 10 past 10 already ....
I should either do a bit more work or go to bed earlier .....
Maybe i'll go to bed after I finish this ....
I met an online friend not long ago , and she told me that she has a habit of writing diary everyday ...
Hmm ... that's pretty incredible , isn't it ? The perseverence ~ Haha
Anyway ... she said that sometimes she'll re-read what she wrote before , re-visiting her life ...
I reckon that's pretty good ~
Haha ~ and she said some of the things she wrote before really entertains her ~
Well .... i thought of reading through all the articles i have typed before .... maybe i will , one day ....
This blog .... contains ... most of my saddest memory ..... so ... maybe .... it'll take me a long time to be able to revisit my memory .....
Now .... i just want to forget .... I need to focus on study ....
It's funny how life goes .... and how friends come and goes ....
I have to admit that i do feel lonely most of the time ..... with little real friends ....
I don't know .... maybe I am not the only loner in the whole word ~
Haha ~ I just had a realisation ~
Maybe ... i didn't write this to show to anyone .... maybe i only write it for myself ....
Talking to myself ?? Haha ~ maybe ?
I am not sure whether I'll feel better after writing .....
Anyway .... back to the topic about my study .... there are so much work to do ... and so little time available ....
My mum said it's fine as soon as I've done my best ..... she worried more for my health ...
I guess she is right .... health comes first , isn't it ?
My digesting systems are not very strong these days .... often have diarrhoea ...
Oh well .... i better stop this before i started on the discussiong about life and death , haha ~
( yawning ) my eyelids are half-closed now ... so .... i guess it's telling me to turn off the computer ?
Haha ~
Well ..... I don't know when will be the next time i come to visit my blog ... but i hope it's soon ~
Good night ~
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:20
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Today .... 23rd Nov. 2008 , is my 18th birthday ...
However ... things did not go as smoothly as i expected ... or as enjoyable as I anticipated ....
I don't know ... perhaps my expectations was too high ....
I should be happy ? Shouldn't I ?
But ... I don't think so .... if I ever bother to look at the photo ... I'll realise how fake and forced are the smiles ... so ... I don't want to look at it ....
Am I the birthday girl ? I seriously wonder .... because I didn't feel like one ...
Yes ... I did have a party ; a party both my dad and I have put sooo much effort into it ....
But .... something seems wrong ....
I worked myself and my dearest father to exhaustion in for the whole day ... chopping and preparing for the ingredients to make dumplings ...
However ... only ONE person out of TEN people is on time ... my best friend , Isabelle , whom I seems to take her kindness and generosity for granted all these days.
Sorry ... Belle ...
My mistake , my naive , my unrealistic illusions ...
Well .... two out of ten people did not come , though I know I shouldn't blame them , but I certainly am disappointed ...
Even though I know people who are late did not do it on purpose ... a little voice in my mind told me that it's because they did not really take it seriously ...
What went wrong ? When did it go wrong ? I don't know .... the only thing I know is that the whole thing went totally wrong ...
Certainly , they are the guest , they are to be served ... but I wonder where I did received any respect as a birthday girl , not merely the organiser of the party .... or whatsoever ...
I brought laughter ... but no one brought laughter to me ...
Perhaps I am too greedy , too selfish , too egocentric ... to be satisfied ...
The game was fun , but not the way I wished it to be ... they might not enjoy it too , because I was being a bit evil ...
To be frank , I didn't want to perform Gu-Zheng ... I purposely kept it away ( though didn't have time to hide it ) ... yet .... I still have to entertain people , even on my birthday ....
I normally take pleasure in entertainly people , because it's enough for to to see their smiling face ...
But ... it's my birthday ... my only 18th birthday ... I hoped to be entertained too ...
Present time , I knew I was a bit rude ... to some of my friends , and I think I will apologise ... for the obvious disappointed look on my face ... and the inappropriate enquiries ...
And ... the book ... sth scary about murder ... sigh ... I didn't mean to be unappreciating , sigh ... I think I should apologise too ....
The rest ... I don't know what to say ... they are fine ...
But ... there was one last present , which delighted me ... from the person I mentioned just now ... my best friend ...
Two Harry Potter books , 6th and 7th series ... oh my ... I REALLY LOVE the Harry Potter series !!
Thank you , Belle ! Thanks a lot , seriously , thank you !
To to honest , perhaps no one really enjoy the party that much ... it wasn't that successful ...
So ... 18 yrs old ?
It's strange ... suddenly ... it doesn't seems that special to me , despite my anticipation ...
My elder brother ... died at this age too ...
My dad ... worked himself so hard to prepare for the party ... but he didn't even had a proper meal tonight ... didn't even ate the cake ... I feel so bad ...
I don't know why am I crying now .... but I am ...
Happy Birthday to me ... happy birthday to me ...
Actually , I don't need that , I wish others are happy ... Yeah , that'll be enough ~
And I wish my dad can be happy too ...
I wish I am still in S'pore , maybe I'll be happier ...
Though having all my best friends around me , celebrating for my birthday, attending my party ... I didn't feel the warmth I received from all of you two years ago , at the airport , on the day I left ... which touched me so much ... which moved my soul ...
Even when I came to Aus. , the best friend and actually knows me is still a Singaporean ...
I miss you people ... I seriously do ...
Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday ... though it didn't really worked well ...
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
22:21
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Hello friends ~ How long has it been ? Sorry for my long disappearance ...
How's O level exams ?!! Hope you people did well !!
My exams have finally finished too !! ^^
Thanks to CT , I've seen your graduation party photos !!
Wow ... everyone looks ... attractive ~~ ^^
Hahaha ~~
How are you people going to spend the holiday ? Getting some work experience ?
Well ... my VCE exam starts next year ~ So ... it's going to be tough ... wish me good luck !! ^^
Perhaps it's because I haven't been blogging for a long time ... that I didn't really know what to say ... haha ...
Anyway ... MY 18TH BIRTHDAY IS JUST THIS WEEK !!!!! 23rd November !!! ^^
I'm going to have a small party at my house ~ Inviting some of my friends ~~ ^^
If I do remember , I'll take some photos and show you people ~~ ^^
By the way , have anyone seen me with curly hair or short hair ? Haha ~~
Not curly hair anymore ~ but short ! ^^
Well .. nth much is happening at the moment , school's finished .
Oh well ... I will start studying again next week .... start preparing for next year !
Sad right ? I know .... haha ~
By the way ~ I might go to see koala next monday ~ Exciting Hey ?! Haha ~
Photos ? Okok ~ I'll try ~ HAHAHAHHA !
Hmm .... couldn't think of anything else to say ... so ... I shall stop here !
Hopefully I'll update soon ~ Haha ~~ ^^
Love you people !! ^^
Anna .
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
20:22
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
ARH !!! Today is freezing !!!!
Haha ~ luckily , I wore those kind of really warm jacket to school ~~ ^^
There are people trembling with only short-sleeve T-shirt ... how funny ....
Anyway , that's not the point .
During the ESL lessons today , we watched this movie , called 'GATTACA' !
Hmm ... I think we are going to analyse the movie next term ... yeah ... that kind of stuff ...
Have any of you watched that movie before ?
To me , it is really a meaningful film ... thought some of them found it boring ...
Well ... it's about genetic engineering ... a possible world in future where discrimination agasint gender , race and wealth do not exist but the genes ...
How sad it is ... the main character toiled to enter this place 'Gattaca' ... he worked much harder than anyone else .... really persistent ...
But was rejected due to his 'In-valid' DNA ...
Then ... about how he succeed ... the trial , tribulations and agony he had endured ...
If any of you are interested , I recommend this movie , definitely worth it !
Hmm ... I guess this journal would not be long ~ There wasn't much thing happened ...
How's school in S'pore ? Hope you people can cope with the stress , JIA YOU !!
I am listening to this Koran song now ~
It's really nice !!! It's 'You & I are Fools' by Stay , from the Korean show 'Goong' !
Send me a mail or leave a message at ~*Tagboard*~ if any of you would like to listen to this song ! ^^
I'm going to exercise now ~
See ya ~
Take care ~~
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:25
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Hello everyone ~ do you have Easter holiday in S'pore ?
Well ... the Easter holiday last for 4 days in Australia ~~
Hmm ... for the normal working class , today is the last day of the holiday ...
Oh well ... though I am not in working class ... I STILL HAVE TO go to school tomorrow ...
Sigh ... AREN'T WE HAVING MARCH HOLIDAY ?!!!!!
Yes we do ... but there are study hall lessons held during holidays for international students to attend ....
So .... oh well .... face the truth ...
Acutally .... I pretty look forward to the lessons ...
WAIT !! Not because I love to study or whatsoever crap you are thinking of ....
It's just because that I like to be together with friends ....
Sigh ... I didn't go out with any friends over the last four days ....
Everyone has something on .... nobody can go out with me ... T-T
Oh well ... never mind ...
My cousin actually feels that having study hall lessons over the holiday is fortunate and helpful ...
Hmm ... this clearly shows his miscomprehension towards the lessons ...
They are NOT helpful ....
Oh well ... perhaps some lessons on specific subjects were A BIT helpful ... it is generally a waste of time ...
WHY ?!!!!
It is because that the teachers regards the 'international students' are those who can't really understand the lessons in class and need primary assistance ...
Hmm ... what do I mean by primary assistance ? It means .... simple things ...
Oh well .... the teachers teach in a slow pace .... and easy stuff ...
ESL is the worst .... the teacher basically teach us those crap what are not useful .... = =
Perhaps other international students from China who has only experience the foreign life for a few month find the lessons helpful ....
Anyway ... they should grade us and teach us according to our standard ... shouldn't they ?!!
.....
Well ... study hall is only good because of the study atmosphere ... which makes you study .... = =
Haha ....
Oh yeah ... I make a significant decision this afternoon ~
Haha ~~ not THAT significant , but i basically planned for future and set myself a clear goal ~
Ok ... let's make it simple ...
I am going to study hard for VCE exams (sth like GCE O Level) , and apply for The Univeristy of Melbourne (the best University in Australia ... I think ...) ...
Then ... if I entered it successfully , my mum will send me to Japan for 1 ~ 2 months to learn Japanese ... (OMG ... I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO IT)
Afterwards ... I will return to Australia and study the Bachelor of Business ~ Furthermore , I would like to select another language course - Germany .
During the summer holidays (the one lasts for 2~3 months) , I would like to visit Germany and attend the language school , while working there for a living ~~ (part-time job)
Over the three years of studies in The University of Melbourne , I would start preparing for the Accountant Qualification Exams (not sure of the actual phrase) ...
When I graduate from the university , I would work for approximately 3 years and make myself a qualified Accountant . In the meanwhile , I am saving money for the postgraduate eduation .
After three years , with adequate fiance , I would like to apply for Stanford University , for its MBA postgraduate course ! (one of the top five MBA Institution
!!) (MBA = Master Of Business Management)
Thus , if I am accepted into the Institution , I would undergo 2 years of training under the professional guidance to success !!
Phew ... it seems unaccomplishable , isn't it ? Seems like a ridiculous dream ?
I know ... life isn't that fantastic ....
BUT !!! I will strive for it !! That's my dream !!
Well ... my future plan is only up till here , let the Anna in 10 years time continue with the rest !
Oh yeah ~~ Hope I would find my prince charming !!!
Haha ~~
Enjoy life ! Be optimistic !! May the dreams come true !!!!!!
What are the dreams of you people ~ ?
PS : Hmm ... this journal seems positive and encouraging ~ That's good ~ ^^
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:55
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Oh well ... sorry people .... I have really forgotten about my blog if is not Jovey who reminded me ....
Anyway .... it has been hot in Australia ... freaking hot .... nearly 40 degree Celcius ... it's crazy ...
I am sweating from heat to toe for the whole day ... and not in the mood of studying ...
To be honest , the reason why I am updating my blog now is because that I am not in the mood of studying ...
Haha ~~
Back to the topic .... hmm .... the March holiday for you people have ended , right ?
Haha ~~ mine is just about to start !
Perhaps that's why I am not in the mood of studying these days .... holiday coming mah ...
Sigh ....
I have been feeling down these few days ... for many reason ..
OH !!! I LOST MY JUMPER !!!! (I nearly forget to mention this)
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!! I LOST IT !!!
and I don't dare to tell me dad ....
If I can't find it .... can't even imagine it ..... winter's coming ..... T-T
Sigh ...
guess what ....
I asked my mum , about a week ago , regarding going to S'pore this year ....
FOR MY 18's BIRTHDAY !!!
She rejected ..... T-T
She said that the whole family might visit S'pore next year or the year after for the PR residentship .....
But ... but .... I am going to be 18 .... which is different ....
AND I MISS YOU PEOPLE !!!!! T-T
Oh well ..... she rejected .... so ...... sorry people ...... I can't go this year .... T-T
Sigh .... such as saddening news , isn't it ?
Anyway ...
For academic results ... oh well ... I didn't get full marks for any subject .... I just can't .. don't know the reason ..... = =
To be frank , I study day and night , night and day .... and I do not have a live ....
Sigh .... I need to relax a bit during the holiday .... I'm too tense ...
Oh ... there is another event that distressed me .... but that's a secret ~~
Hmm .... what else do I want to say ?
Just feeling down these days ... and not in the mood of doing anything ....
I want to go out this saturday ... but none of my friends can go with me .... that's so sad ....
Everyone has something on ....
I don't really know where to go actually .... everything costs ....
Whatever .... just let the nature takes its cause ... I don't care anymore ....
How about you people ?
Sigh ... you people should be more stressful than me ... O level , right ?
JIA YOU !!!!!!
Just endure for half a year more than you are free !!!!
Haha ~~
Start to consider what you want to do in future and work hard for it !!
.....
I'm going to be 18 ....
but nth seems to change .... and nth will be changing ....
it's just the same day and night , night and day ....
Oh well .... that's life , isn't it ?
By the way ... sorry to keep hitting you people with depressing news ....
For some who didn't realise .... my elder brother has passed away ...
Yeah ... last year ... 11 November ....
I was still holding on to his hand when his heart stopped bumping ....
How sad .... I cried ... cried .... and cried ....
But I am feeling better now .... though cry sometimes when I recollect the memories with him ....
He is really a nice person ... good brother ...
It was difficult for my parents ... I know .... hard for everyone ....
I miss him .... and guess what .... I still have his msn account on my list .... but he is never going to online once more .....
My relatives ... who should be giving us the most supports ... are actually afriad of us ....
My mother's side ..... because they are mostly engage in business .... they want to avoid bad luck .... and some believes that the illness is related to the lifestyle ....
What the ..... it is ..... really heart-shattering ..... we are all by ourselves ....
Though we sometimes meet on weekend for dinner .... they seems distanced away ...
Whatever .... I don't need them ... I can endure it myself .... I don't need sympathy ...
Ok ... I've got to stop this now ... I don't want to break out in tears again ...
Sigh .... two more days to go ... but it seems like 2 more weeks to go ....
Oh well .... nth is cheering me up .... what happened ?
Sigh .....
A lot of people from China joined the school this year ...
Well ... they are nice people ... and we try to avoid political issues ....
Anyway ... I tried to make friends with them .... tried to be friendly and helpful .....
They appreciate my assistance , but seems to keep a distance away .... I don't know why ...
Perhaps I was a bit 'too' friendly , overdoing it ... which scared them away ....
Oh well ... but that was what I yearned for when I first entered the school .... sb to be nice , friendly and helpful ....
Sigh ... I thought I have been close to this girl ... but actually not .... that's so ironic ...
I have been having too much imaginations .... not realistic ....
Perhaps it's time to face the truth ....
Oh yeah , some happy news ~ haha !
I have been listening to the Korean song 'You and I are Fools' & 'Perhaps Love' !
One of my best friend send me those within 10 mins ... she is a really nice Korean girl ~ ^^
Well ... all I want is to make more friends ... as simple as that ....
I miss you people .... everyone is nice to everyone and everyone is close to everyone ....
I want to return to S'pore and be with you people .... study together and laugh together ...
I don't want to be in Australia .... there are too much sad memories here ....
Where do I belong ?
PS : Oh well ... I didn't want to end like this ... but I am in this mood .... sigh .... sorry everyone ...
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:10
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
Hello !! I am in Hong Kong airport again .... haha ~
I am transitting from HK toTaiwan ~~
Waa ... I just had a long flight from Australia to HK .... wa .... my backside ache ...
Sigh ... not feeling well now ... feel like vomiting ...
By the way , I enjoyed a few films on the flight too ~ haha ~
If I am not wrong , you people are having lessons when I was on the flight ~ am I right ?
Sorry ... I am not trying to mean ... just happened to think of that ....
Haha ~~
Well ... now you people are comfortably at home .... but I am waiting to take another flight ..
which is 8:45 tonight .... wa .... it will be midnight at the time I reach home ... (sob)
Guess what ? My family took the same flight with my aunt ! Well ... the aunt as in ....
my mom's dad's brother's son's wife ... wahaha ... let me make it shorter .... my mom's cousin's wife .... well ... that's the shortest I can make ....
Ok .... I'll stop nagging now ~~
Bye !!
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
10:10
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Saturday, 22 September 2007
Hi ... how are all of you in Singapore ?
Sorry .... really sorry ... for not updating my blog ....
Well ... today is the last day of term 3 in Australia ....
Which means .... I have been absent for a term .... sorry mah ...
I am going back to Taiwan next monday ... yeah ... for holiday ...
also for reason not to be reveal ...
Friends ... I have really adapted well in Australia ~ How about you people ?
Exams going on unceasingly ? Always stressful ? Jia you !!
Well ... I have delayed the torture ... but will come soon ....
After this long period of time , I should have lots to say ... yet .... my mind is blank ...
Just .... wanna know how are you people ?
I have experience delightful as well as mournful times here .... now ... I am reluctant to leave ...
just like the time when I am leaving Singapore ....
However , though people have been praising Australian for their friendliness , I prefer my friends in Singapore ... I also had more friends in Singapore ....
Not that I don't Australia .... it is a good place ...
Well ... I am going to stop this foolish monology ...
Today , last period , not a single soul in my class in interest in doing any of the work ....
Haha ~ so the teacher gave up puzzle ~
Winner get price !!
Haha ~~ I am the second one to solve the puzzle !!! Prize is ~~~~~~~ CHOCOLATE !!!
Nonetheless , the teacher gave others chocolates as well ....
but the one others got was expired ... and I am the one who noticed the expiry date ....
haha ..... = =
Luckily .... I didn't have much of that .... (puking)
On yeah ~ one more thing to say ~~~~
I have applied for the sport captain ... though there is not much hope for that ...
Haha ~ and I am planning to apply for school captain next year ~~
Obviously , I am ambitious ~~~ ( true-colour )
In addition , I started to play piano again ~~ yeah !
Haha ~~ I feel in love with this song sang by Stephanie (yan zi) ... well .... 孫燕姿 .... haha , if you can see ~
The school held an assembly this wednesday ~~
Guess what , one of my classmate , the Greek girl , COMPOSED A SONG !!!!!
She played piano , with two friends playing guitar and one the drum or whatsoever ....
The singer is really skillful , she has pleasant voice !
After all , my classmates is the composer !!! She is such a genius !!!!
Haha ~~~ I hope I compose a song one day ~
Yawn .... is time to sleep ...
I am not sure when will I update again ... but I will try !
Good night to all of you ~~ ^^
PS : I have realised sth recently , the time has passed in such a fast rate that I couldn't follow ...
In the blink of an eye ... this year is going to end soon .... isn't it ?
Can you imagine , I have already left Singapore for more than half a year ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:52
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Tomorrow , 25/06/07 will be my first school holiday in Australia ~
Fine ... people .... I have already been infromed that tomorrow is also the first day of school in Singapore ....
Sorry mah ....
Well ... same as before , holiday is not a signicant to me ...
I need to study , study , and study ....
Regular life ... sleep early and wake up early in the morning ~
Eat healthy and consume more water to stay fit ....
And ... read EL books ... watch News ... practice Gu-Zheng ...
Ok ... that all ...
Sigh ... quite plain and monotonous , right ?
Most of my relatives in Australia went back to Taiwan for their holiday ...
I am burning with green fire of jealousy .... = =
Anyway ... my life in Taiwan would probabily have no difference to the one in Australia ...
Well ... be satisfied then I will be happy ...
Nothing wrong with the life like this , right ?
Just ... a bit dull and uninteresting ...
How had all of you spent your holiday ?
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:15
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
After exam , we still carry on with our normal lessons ...
The teacher continue on the next chapter and the study hall carries on ....
The weather is getting really FREEZING !!!
Hmm .. i think i will start waering two layers of wool clothes inside my school jumper ( sweater ) !
SEVERELY FREEZING !!!!!!
Well .... better than hot sun still ....
Haha ~~
Oops ... I have strayed away from the subject !!
Ok , let me explain what do I mean by "funny EL lessons" ~~
First of all , let me introduce my EL teacher ...
She ... yes , she ! She is an old and obese woman who obviously have bad temper !!!
She is unpredictable and unbearable !
Overall , she is an awful teacher who seems to have no good characters .....
Then , how did the students in my class respond ?
Please don't widen your mouth and stares at me with your beautiful eyes after reading the following description !
My classmates , some of those who fully elaborated their naughtiness was unembarrassed to express their unhappiness ~
Once , some of the boys suggested to escape from the class at the sight of our EL teacher walking slowly towards the classroom ....
Since most of the class supported the idea , the rest of the girls such as me and Isabelle had no choice but to run with them .... = =
It proofed to be a breathtaking and stimulating experience !
The whole class simply played hide and seek with the teacher and were disappointed when she finally found us ....
OMG .... they are SOOOO fearless !!
Furthermore , that teacher seems to have low IQ who didn't realised that she was played !!
( laughing me head off )
Wait .... have I mentioned this before ? If I did , I apologise for the repetition ~
This is not the ending of the story !!
Yesterday , or the today before .... (terrible memory)
The same group of boys proposed another plan !
One of them went to lock up the door and the rest hide along the wall parallel the the door ...
That is such a good position that the people outside would be unable to spot them !
Of course , again , I am forced to follow them .... = =
Nevertheless , the wall wasn't that long the hide so many people ....
Thus , I was sitting in front of another guy who was playing games on the computer ....
He then tried to hide under the computer desk and managed to stuff his whole body underneath the table !
Another girl besides me advised me to hide my head under the desk as I was too far away from the wall and can be easily seen ....
Ok then , I tried to lowered my head , yet it hit against the edge of the desk !
OUCH !!!
"Shuuu!!" some others whispered .
Ok ... try again ....
This time , I successful placed my beloved head under the table !
"OUCH!!" the guy behind me groaned .
Well , I probably had knock my head against his legs !
"Sorry ..." I apologised embarrassingly ...
He tried to give me a space yet it was labourous for him as there are little space left ...
There was a dead silence when the teacher was approaching the door ...
except some unstoppable giggles ......
1
2
3
She is outside the door ....
"Click"
Obviously , the teacher has the key !
" Run Run ! " one boy urged tensely .
The next moment , half the the class dashed towards their seat and pretended to be working hard ...
I can't believe that the teacher believes in our acting ....
She handed out some WS for us to practice one , then went to use her computer ...
= =
Those boys didn't really care about their results , thus , they did not do their work .
Some of them went to use the computers in the classroom ( 4 computers ) , some others chat loudly !
Most of the EL lessons are like this too .
Some people just play , chat , or sleep during the lessons ~
If you ask me are they not even afraid of the discipline master in school ?
My answer is yes and no !
They certainly do not want to get reprimand and their parents informed about their behaviour .
However , they don't care anyway .
Therefore , this carries on and my EL teacher gave up struggling .
Well ... the EL lessons are fun ... but .... I didn't really learn anything .... = =
Sigh ....
Well ... I do like to do naugthy things with them , but I refer learning when necessary .....
I NEED TO IMPROVE IN EL !!!!
But that kind of EL teacher ..... Sigh ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:15
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Well ... my mum left Australia this morning ...
If you ask me what am I feeling , I would say I don't know ...
Not that I am heartless or something ... I really don't feel anything ...
Perhaps a bit lost , but nth else ...
Ok ... back to my day ...
I arrrived at my aunt's house at around 10:30 am , for my homeworks ...
Then ... it was soon dark outside ...
Now ... around 5 : 30 pm ? Hmm ...
Finally , done with my first essay ...
One more to go for tomorrow .... T-T
Really feeling tired now ... ( yawing )
Thus ,
I am stopping here ~
Well ... you people ... enjoy your holidays ~~ ^^
Bye ~~
Hopefully I can update soon !
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
17:18
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Not even I know what’s wrong with me …
Feeling low …
Feeling really sad inside …
Feel like crying …
But I can’t …
At least not in front of anyone …
I should be cheerful , the exam is over !
And I have already moved into my new house !
And I have my own room !
And I have started learning Gu-Zheng again !
And my mum had arrived Australia last Saturday and had been with my family for a week !
And I have scored full mark for my Math though many people did as well !
And … and …
I don’t know …
Everything went wrong for me today …
Perhaps I am just too selfish , too greedy , too unsatisfied , too inconsiderate , too ….
How long have I not been updating me blog ?
I apologise … friends …
How are all of you ? Having holidays in Singapore ?
Anyone miss me ?!!
Well … my new house is without internet access currently …
Thus … It might takes another long time for me to update my blog again …
Haha ~ Sorry la ! =P
Seems like , I have not done what I planned to complete previously …
First , apologise to Chiou Torng , I couldn’t online late week , and for the whole week … I moved into the new house on last Thursday …
Next , sorry to Jovey , same reason … and I might need your help on something again … really sorry …
Then … apologise to the whole world … for what I have done wrong …
Countless days have I endure without music … I really need to immerse myself in music … to relax … and forget all the unhappiness …
Yet I do not have a single song with me … since my brother had cleared my folder … = =
Sigh … I feel exhausted everyday …
I will need to study hard even during holidays …
…
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[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Sorry for not updating my blog for a long time ...
Very sorry to all the people ... i didn't keep my promise ..... I sincerely apologise ...
There are many projects and homeworks waiting for me ....
The system here is not very different from Singapore , however , instead of paper works , they have more projects ...
WHICH I AM NOT GOOD AT !!!
WAAA !! I am going to have my Geography presentation tomorrow !!!
I can't ... my pronunciation is terrible ... and i keep stummble ....
Well ... i will just try my best ... and .... whatever ....
Today is the junior Athletic Day , most of the teachers have gone out ~~
Well .... only a few of my teachers actually .... unfortunately .... = =
Last week , there was a unforgettable enrichment programme ...
If any of you have read Jovey's Blog ( there is link ) , she had actually pasted the part of conversation with i describled about the programme !
At the start of the programme , she wanted every single one of us to stand in the front and sing !!
There are a lot of protest of course ~ Yet there are some volunteers !!
Well ... if i know a complete English song , i might volunteer too !!
Then , she discuss with us about the reason why we were not confident in standing on the stage and sing .
Then she talked about self-confidence , she stated why people loss self-confidence as the time goes by .
It might be because of some failure or because you are laughed by friends .
Then , the climax part is when she asked us to imagine and listen to her with our eyes closed .
Firstly , she asked us to imagine that you see a person being bulied in front of the school gate after school .
Imagine how to person feels , embarrased ? angry ? hurt ?
Then , you follow the person to his or her home , and entered his or her bedroom .
The person sit on the bed and started to weep silently , how do you feel ?
On the other hand , think of what the person might be thinking , imagine it .
Then , change the scene .
You did that to someone . Perhaps you didn't do that purposely , you might just be kidding .
However , you might gave he same impact to that person . Make the person feel awkward and depressed .
Have that ever happen ? Is that person in this room ?
Then , change again .
Now , imagine that you are the one who received the tease or insult . H
Have that ever happen before ? Is the person who gave you that impact in this room ?
How do you feel ? Does that decrease your self-confidence ?
Lastly , imagine that your best friend , who always be there for you , is going overseas .
Your best friend is describing about the place he or she is going cheerfully .
You are standing beside him or her , how do you feel ?
The person who cares for you is now leaving you , what kind of impact will that give you ?
You went to send your best friend off the airport .
In the airport , you witness he or she enter the check in place .
Your best friend walked into the airport slowly , gradually out of your sight ...
How do you feel ?
Imagine .... Imagine .....
Then , she asked us to open our eyes . Some of us are crying ....
That includes me .... i thought of all of you in Singapore ...
She asked , " Is there someone that you want to say thank you or sorry to ? "
People started to raised their hands and apologise or thank others ..
It was really touching .... i cried harder ...
People ... I am sorry .... so sorry .... sorry .....
I am the heartless person who did that cruel thing to all of you ...
I am sorry .... really sorry .... i ....
Jovey told me that saying thank you is better than saying sorry ...
Thanks to all the people who came to sent me off .... i really appreciate that ....
And ... i am sorry for that .....
How are all of you there in Singapore ? Australia is cold !!
How's the exam ?
I miss the time when we study together and endure through the exam period ....
Friends , as what Jovey has said , i didn't really leave all of you !
Think of the bright side ! We can still keep in touch !!
Let me talk about some happy things ~
I altered my skirt by my own !!! Well .... if i didn't alter , i will be an alien .... = =
It caused me a lot of time , but the result is good !! ^^
There will be " Bin Duty " for me on this Thursday !
Well ... Bin Duty means that you will have a day whereby there won't be lessons for you , you and your group members are going to clean the school environment !
Do all of you get what am i trying to say ? Hope so ~~ ^^
Well ... My brain is not working now .... i am exhausted ....
OK then , i will stop here !
Though i can't assure all of you that i will paste a new one soon , but i will try my best !
Ok ? Deal !!
Good night and Sweet dream to all of you ~~~
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
21:41
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Sigh ... I have not been updating regularly ....
There are lots of project to do , and my EL teacher is asking us to write diary ....
That means ... i need to write the same thing twice a day.... = =
Therefore, i decided not to write in detail for online diary .... ( lazy girl )
On Monday , I went to the try out session for girls soccer in school ~
The first thing which the coach taught us was to knock our head against the ball ... = =
Then ... he divided us into two groups ....
I think ... i got into the better group ... because some of them are formal members ...
For my group , he asked us to practice shooting by ourselves ... then he went to teach another group ....
What the ... i am EXTREMELY bad in shooting !!!!!
And .... bad in aiming , bad in kicking ....
I did not even kick in a ball ... and i nearly stumbled over the ball ... twice ...
THAT IS SO EMBARRASING !!!!! > " <
Fine .... stop being hystreical .... = =
I am planning to join the badminton team and quit the soccer ... I have asthma ....
OH !! I AM NOW GOING TO TELL ALL OF YOU SOMETHING TERRIFIC !!!!
I discovered that actually most of my classmates are not Australian , they are from all over the world !!
First , there are two girls from GREECE !!!! One of them is learning French as an elective and another one is learning Italian !!!
There is a girl who is half Irish !! Well ... I am still not familiar with her yet ...
There are two more girls from Middle East and India .... i forgot others ...
HOWEVER , I AM NOT DONE YET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a guy from TURKEY !!! Another one from ROMANIA !!!!
Oh my !!! That is such a shocking yet amazing discovery !!!
Hmm ... i think i am overreacting ....
BUT IT IS REALLY FANTASTIC !!!!
I believe there are people in my school from France , Germany , Spain and some more ~
To me , it is really a great thing to meet people from all over the world !
I will try my best to make more friends !!! Though ... people from same country tend to stay together ....
Done with the good news , here comes bad news ....
Well ... not really a bad news ...
This Tuesday , my aunt brought my brother to the hospital for blood test , thus , my cousin went to fetch me ....
AND !! He went to the wrong school ....
Therefore ... i waited for him in freezing wind for 2 hours .... = =
The temperature at the day is even lower ... about 17 degree Celcius ?
Luckily , i went around searching for him , thus , warming myself ....
It was seriously chilling .... i nearly fainted .... though running around ... = =
I could endure no more after waiting for 1 hour , i walked for 10 mins to the nearest public phone , and gave him a call ....
After giving him a call , told him the right direction , i continue to wait for around 40 mins ...
At last ... he came ...
Well ... I did not blame him , i know he is really sorry for that ...
Oops !! It is 10:10 pm now !! I need to sleep !!!
Oh yar ~ I forgot sth ! Today is public holiday ~~
I think is for WW2 or some anniversary ... called " Anzac Day " !
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:10
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Today , after school , I stood in the cold wind for one and a half hour , waiting for my aunt to fetch me ....
I was having a serious headache while waiting ... it was really chilling ...
I got a slight fever ...
I think ... if my aunt didn't appear after 2 hours , I would have fainted in front of the gate ...
During that one and a half hour ... i stood alone in the strong freezing wind ... holding a huge pile of textbooks and files ...
I couldn't call my aunt because i don't know her number ... I can only wait ...
Only i know what is the feeling of waiting in the wind ... it is really harsh ....
I try my best not to sleep though being exhausted after school , as i know i will really catch a serious cold if i dozzed off ...
Thus , I widen my eyes in search for my aunt's car ....
Few groups of people passed by ... they are heading home ...
I feel so sad ... because i don't know when can i be home ....
Endure ... tolerate ... hold on ... be strong ... i told myself ...
After one hour , I started to search around the possible area my aunt might mistaken ...
The car park inside the school ... another one few hundred metres away ...
One by one ... i try looking for my aunt's car ... perhaps she is also waiting in another side ...
I didn't give up ...
After half an hour ... i went back to the gate ....
Then ... i decided to cross the road , and wait in the parking area she normally went ...
At the time when i stepped out of the school gate , a familiar car came into my view ...
Finally ... she was here ... eventually ....
I should smile , but i didn't ... my face was pale like a white piece of paper , my lip was dry ...
Then ... my tears shed down uncontrollably ...
My head was breaking apart ... i was in agony ... tears are not controllable anymore ...
She is here , i thought , I relaxed finally , and delicate as well ....
I couldn't pretend anymore ... I couldn't endure anymore ....
I am afraid that she will never come ... my extreme headache was getting severe ...
My aunt apologised ... but i just cried quietly with my eyes closed ... until home ...
After having a cup of hot cocoa , i feel better ...
I onlined after the dinner , and chat with friends ~
Yet ... someone felt irritaed by my concern and thought that i waste time by talking without any purpose ...
...... so ... am i wrong to concern ?
Haha ... I am just zi zhou duo quing ... I am not even seen as a friend ...
I feel so cold ... thought having fever ... my hands were trembling ... my heart had freezed at that moment ...
What a funny joke ?! Isn't it ? Haha ...
Disappointment , betrayal , grievance , severe headache , freezed heart ... i felt so tired ...
Perhaps I should stand in the cold wind for 2 hours and get myself fainted ... then i won't feel grievous ...
After a few minutes of contemplation ... I took out my Math HW to do ....
Calmed down while calculating ... and face the reality ...
Adapt to the change , I know , I don't belong to the heavenzone ...
Thus , no matter what , be opstimistic ~
PS : For those friends who really concerns about me , I am sorry to type this sad diary ...
Please don't worry about me , my independence and stubbornness will helps me to face whatever hardship ~ ^^
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:10
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Yesterday was my first day in school ~
Well ... i didn't have a time to write diary yesterday , thus , combine with today !
Oh yar !! I need to say that the uniform in Australia is MUCH BETTER than the one i had in Singapore !!
Sorry to say that in front of you people , but i know all of you hates the uniform too ~ haha !!
First day in school , a Singaporean girl helped me a lot !!
Her name is Isabelle , a really nice girl !! Thank to her , i didn't get lost in school ... haha ~
Haha ~~ Singaporean fellows , did you people send her to help me ? Haha ~~
There is a geography project to do , to introduce a city !
Waaaa .... i wanted to choose Singapore !!! However ... someone has already chosen it .... T-T
I was assigned to do " Calcutta " ... a city in India ?!
They are learning " Atoms " for chemistry .... and Magnetism , Electricity !
Waaa ... i need to read up the Magnetism and Electricity by myself ..... T-T
Well ... I chose " Small Business " and " Public speaking " as Elective subjects !
There are five cure subjects compulsory for all pupil , they are English , Math , Science , Humanity , PE !
Well ... there is a VCE subject to choose , sth like the subjects you people choose for GCE O Level Exam ~
Well ... for year 10 , I still do not have to worry about the VCE exam , the subject provided is just for students to have a idea of it and learn some of it earlier !
I did not have much choice for that subject ... the classes are all full ....
Thus , i chose " Programming " ... sth related to computer ~ ( i am not good at this >"< )
Oops ... I do not have much time left to type though i still have a lot to say ....
Hmm ... perhaps i will write "weekly diary " next time .... = =
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Waa .... i've just got a diarrhoea ...
My stomach started to feel discomfort while my dad was teaching me math ...( bitter face )
Then ... i told him about my pain in the stomach ...
After ingesting some medicine as what my dad suggested , i went into the washroom ...
Then ... diarrhoea .... = = ( misery of mankind )
Perhaps is due to the beef noodle i had for dinner .... too nutricious ?? ( scientifically untrue + ludicrous )
Who knows ..... = =
Sigh ... i am feeling bored now .... nodoby respond me on msn .... = =
Fine ... let me recollect my day ~ ( slow-witted girl )
Hmm ... i was awaken by my dad's yell .... around .... 8:00 am ? ( panda-eyes )
For breakfast , i fried some vegetables and tofu to eat with porridge ~
Yumm .... the sword fish fibre bought by my cousin made the porridge more delicious !! ( licking the plate )
Afterwards , i washed dishes and place them inside the washing dishes machine ~
Then ... washed the clothes , hung up clothes under the sun , mopped the house , washed the vegetables for lunch , cut tofu to fry ....
Waa ... I have become a housewife since I came here .... ( aching all over with fatigue )
Hmm ... my younger brother was playing computer when i was busy doing housework ...
My grandparents and aunt still have stereotype ... men are greater than women ... women do the housework .... so unfair ..... = =+++
Sigh ....
There is a appointment with the school tomorrow ~
Hmm .... i am going to school to choose my subjects and take the book list tomorrow !
Phew ~~
Finally , the school is going to start on Tue !! ( sprinking petal around the room )
Or i will really die of boredom .... = =
Yeah ~~ Going to have lessons in the school soon !!
Make new friends , experience different education system and some more exciting activities are waiting for me !!! ( dancing around the room )
I am coming ~~~~~~~~ ( flying + eyes glittering)
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:10
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Yeah !!
My aunt ordered pizza for dinner tonight !! ( touched ~T-T )
Well ... the seafood pizza was out of stock ... so ... change to smoke chicken ...
Anyway ~ It is still delicious ...
However ... i am quite worried about my weight ...
I have been gaining weight since i came to Australia .... = . =
Sigh ... dear pizza ~~
Well ... I vacuum the whole house this morning ... of course asked by my aunt ...
Waa ... I am aching all over with fatigue .... T-T
Hmm .... I washed dishes after watching a film with my dad ...
The film is copied .... the screen wasn't clear sometimes ...
The most ridiculous is that i can even hear some coughing !!! What the ...
I wander that nobody noticed that someone immoral brought camera in the cinema ?!!!
Wait !! That's make this clear first ! My cousin bought the copied DVD , NOT ME !!!
And i didn't know it was copied until half way through the show .... when the whole screen goes black .....
= = .....
Ooops ... time's up now !!
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:00
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
The amount of white blood cell in my brother's started to decrease today due to the chemotherapy ...
Since i am having flu , i was locked inside my own bedroom in prevention of spreading the virus to him ...
What the .... stay in the bedroom for the whole day ....
My illness didn't deteriorate yet not ameliorate ....
I applied " Green Oil " to my nostril , hoping to mend my blocked nose ...
I sneezed unceasingly , and the pungent smell of the "green oil" forced out my tears ...
It was a torture .... but my dad said it's useful ....
I brought some novels upstairs to read ....
Though spending whole day on the bed , i didn't really sleep ....
At night .... come online for diary after my dad's math lesson ...
Sign .... it's bed time now .... cannot type anymore ...
Hopefully ... i can recover soon ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:00
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
I haven't recover from the flu after several days ...
I have running nose , blocked nose and kept sneezing ...
After stuggling ... i took panadol ... which i didn't want to have ...
I felt sleepy afterwards and stayed on the bed until lunch ...
Well ... my illness doesn't really get better ... still having blocked nose ...
......
Accompanied by my elder brother , I watched television programme for the whole afternoon ~
Well .... i am still not used to the accent here ....
Today .... not much different from yesterday ...
Though i should be happy and enjoy the holiday .... i felt really bored ...
My dad monitored me to study .... like hell ...
Sign ... Just need to endure one more week ... the school will start on 17/4 ...
Jia You !!!
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
My brother was back home since yesteray ~~
He is back for a several day before receiving another round of chemotherapy ...
Well ... nth special happened ...
And i need to sleep now .... = =
Fine .... sorry for the time comstraint ... cannot write much ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:00
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
……
My dad force me to study math just now ...
What the .... DO MATH AT 9 30 ?!!! Who will be happy for that ??
………
Nth to say ..... used to it already .... it has always been like this since primary school ....
That makes me dislike math .... Nobody likes being force ....
FURTHERMORE !! IS 9 30 !!
I think he forgot I am having flu ....
……
Honestly ..... I didn’t study hard today ....
........ I chatted with Jovey and CT for the whole afternoon .....
I don’t know why have I become lazy ... tired ... and impatient ...
Perhaps I have stayed at home for too long ... Without friends ....
………
I think .... I should stop corrupting ...
Well ... Start to study hard again ... tomorrow ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
I think i became lazy these days ... nth interest me ...
Sometimes ... i am lost ... i wonder ... i don't know .... what is life ?
I didn't really study today ... i felt tired ...
Perhaps i want to relax after the test .... but i feel guilty while doing nth ...i should study hard ....
.....
I will get crazy if the school doesn't start soon .... i am bored ...
I feel down ... heavy ... and tired .....
Today ..... there was a preposition test .... I made two mistakes ... and lost to my brother .... sian ...
Then .. the teacher gave us play scripts to read ... it was a great time !
Since there was no Math lesson today , my aunt brought us to the supermarket ...
I bought a pack of chocolate biscuit .... it looks delicious ...
After lunch , i cleaned the house using the vacumn cleaner ... helped my aunt ...
Feeling exhausted after that ... so i went to have a nap ...
However ... i used up my sleeping time reading novel on the bed .... secretly ...
.....
I felt lazy and didn't do anything before the dinner ...
A friend of my aunt came to visit her this afternoon .... i listened to their chat and joined sometimes .... she had the dinner wih us ...
.....
it was a meaningless day ....
i wasn't myself ....
.... what happened to me ?
Perhaps .... i missed that person too much ...
....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Waaaa ..... it is soooo cold !!!! FREESING !!!
I almost caught a cold today ... ( caughing )
I am having sorethroat .... T-T
The EL lessons is even more boring today ...
The teacher spend the whole lesson talking about Easter , Christmas , Jesus , Adam and Eve ... = =
What the ....
.....
The math lesson is even worse ...
The teacher kept teaching whatever he likes ....
.....
There is a EL test tomorrow .... on preposition ...
There is no math lesson tomorrow .... fantastic ...
....
Talked to Marcus through MSN this afternoon ....
And he used a link , trying connecting to his handphone for me chat with Jovey ...
HOWEVER .... Jovey can hear me but i cannot hear her .... = =
Well ... still thank you very much , Marcus ~
Perhaps all of you are going to have Common test tomorrow ... only Marcus ( who doesn't care ) onlined tonight ...
WAAA !!! JOVEY WONG !!! I AM GOING TO MURDER YOU !!
HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME ?!!! YOU PROMISED ME BEFORE !!!
.........
................
A very sian day ...
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:35
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
I had an almost same day as yesterday ....
So bored ....
I hope the school can start soon ....
Morning .... EL lesson ... the teacher ask us to make new friends ...
And introduce one another ... well ... more like a talking class ..
Then she gave us a few VERY EASY worksheets to practice ...
The Math lesson is boring at first ....
However , I asked the teacher to teach me some new topic ~~
Then .... study for the whole afternoon ....
Well ... overall is fine ... still learning ~
But in a very slow pace ..... = =
.......
I heard that many people in Singapore are improving ...
Waa ....
You people will be better than me a few years later ...
....... T-T
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
12:40
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Today , I went to my new school for pre-school session .
Actually , it was the remedial for overseas students .
To my surprise , most of the pupils are Asians , especially Chinese .
For grade 10 , there were only two Taiwanese guys .
Therefore , they combined grade 9 and 10 into the same class .
The English lesson was very similar to the one I experienced in Singapore .
We learnt preposition this morning .
There was a 15 mins’ recess after the lesson , and followed by the Math lesson .
The math was really easy as I have already learnt most of them .
There are compound interest , surds , sets , simultaneous equation ... etc .
In the afternoon , I studied English for about 3 hours ... exhausted ...
Waa … my dad always stare at me whenever I use the computer ... = =
HOWEVER !! He didn't stop my brother from using the computer for the whole day ... = =
WHAT THE ....
My life will be much better without that idiot brother ..... = =
Nth to say ... need to sleep now ...
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:04
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Waa ... I was busy writing the letter for the school ...
Phew .... just finished ~
Well ...I woke up very late today .... Saturday ~
I did a few pages of the EL assessment book this morning ~
At noon ,it finally rains !! Or else all the plants here will die from dehydration ... = =
My cousin took the flight in the afternoon and returned to Taiwan ..
The pupil here have just started their holiday ... sth similar to the march holiday in Singapore ...
In the afternoon , i accompany my aun and grandma to the supermarket ...
Nth special happened ....
........
Well ... a plain day ....
Oops ... it is 11 00 + pm here ... need to sleep now ...
All of my friends in Singapore ~~~ How are you ? Did anyone miss me ?
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
14:15
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
I went back to Taiwan about 2 weeks ago ....
I took a flight to Singapore before transitting to Taiwan ~
I went back to school in searching for my report book ...
BUT THE PERSON STILL HAVEN'T SEND ME TILL NOW !!!!
= =
....
I met up with CT , Jovey , Hui Yee and Ee Peng ...
Jovey sent me off afterwards ..... Thank you , my friend ~
But i got her scolded my her mum because i ask her to keep some of my things ....
Sorry ... Jovey .... I am really sorry ....
In Taiwan , I do not have a computer at home ...
Sorry to those people who were worried about me .... and Thank you ...
Thank you for concerning about me .... T-T
The life in Taiwan was relaxing ... but boring ....
I have just arrived Australia this morning .... Exhausted ....
How are you people in Singapore ?
I miss everyone ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
20:43
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
This morning , I went to the school which my aunt's daughter is studying in ~
Their assembly is very different from those apply in Singapore and Taiwan !!
The orchestra played music while the students assemble in the hall eventually !
At first , sitting oh the chair , they wait for other unready pupils ...
The students rised when the national anthem is played ~
The principal will give announcement afterwards ~
Same as Singapore , some teachers will give announcements as well !
In addition , there might be some performance from the pupil ~
Today , the grade three pupil present a symphony !! They are so lovely !!
Well ... the above ceremony is held in a private school ... a girl school ....
I am not sure whether it is the same for all schools .... hopefully is ...
Together with my aunt and uncle , we went to cheer for my cousin ~
She had a swimming competition today ! She is grade 6 ~
For extra information , sport is more important to most Australians ~
Her team won the third price , and is going to represent the Victoria State to attend the National Swimming Competition !
Haha ~ wish her all the best !!
My aunt is considering to find her a private coach ! Haha ~ to train her !!
I had a conversation with my mother this afternoon ...
My father , my younger brother and I might fly to Singapore in a few days ...
TO GET MY REPORT BOOK !! And to clear all the stuff ...
We are flying back to Taiwan afterwards for a health check ....
THEN ... fly back to Australia to prepare for the study ...
Waaa .... i will spend my vacation travelling around .... = =
I hate it .... lazy to move ..... =P
....
The date of the flight will be confirmed tomorrow ....
........
But i will not stay long in Singapore ... i need to rush back for health check ...
....
That might be the last time for me to visit Singapore before completing my studies ...
Well ... who knows what will happen in the future ?!
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
14:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
I went to the school i wish to enter this morning ~
The person in charge of foreign student commanded on my weak English Language results ....
She didn't want to take us in initially ....
She said that they have no vacancy ....
My aunt told her about my brother's situation and how urgent are we in finding a school .... she finally agreed to have a discussion with the princial ....
We went to hospital to visit my brother afterwards ... as usual ....
The doctors decided to take out the tube which has been inserted to his chest for medical purpose ....
because it seems to be infected ....
Almost all of my relatives in Australia arrived the hospital to have a talk with the doctor ~~
The doctor spent time explaining what is Leukaemia to my aunts and uncles ....
Wa ... i felt like having a science lesson ....
The doctor take the fruits as examples of the cells in the blood ....
Red blood cell => apple ....
White blood cell => lemon ...
Platelet => orange ....
Blood vessel => orchard
......
That is so funny ..... = =
My brother went for the surgery in the afternoon ...
In the afternoon ... my aunt , my younger brother and I went to buy some stuff ....
Waa ... my only leather shoes were worn out .....
Spent the whole afternoon searching for a new one ...
My aunt received a call from the person in charge of foreign student this afternoon !!
She said the school agreed to take me in , as grade 10 , in April !
I think is after their March holiday ....
Hahaha ~ My brother need to study a few months' of language school !!
Hahaha ~~~ He deserves it !!!
He always waste time playing computer games ...
Wa .... my dad is staring at me .... i need to sleep now ....
Bye ~~
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:05
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
Today is Australian's labour day ~
Well ... woke up late again ...
Waa ... my dad scolded me because i keep waking up late ... = =
I read a book this morning .... but i stopped after reading 4 pages ~~~ =P
Too bored ...
My cousin went back to his school this afternoon ... he is studying in boarding school .... so ... living in school ....
He came back during weekend for his Chinese extra lessons ~
Then ... went to visit my brother ...
He had fever almost everyday .... after the chemotherapy ....
The nurse kept giving him medicine ... and injection ...
.....
I place wet towel on his forehead ... trying to bring down the temperature ...
....
He spent most of the time sleeping today ...
Feeling tired because of the panadol ...
So many tubes of medicine are channeling to his body ....
Antibiotic , platelet , red blood cell , panadol ....
Waa ... he must be feeling uncomfortable ....
.......... so sad ........
Hopefully .... he can recover soon ...
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
13:30
angeliciouss `- //* 0=)
It is about 1 am here is Australia ... so ... should be 12 / 3 /07 already ...
I didn't do many things today ...
As normal , i visited my brother in the morning ...
I woke up late today .... of course ... lazy pig ...
According to my cousin , a group of people chatted last night until 2 00 + ...
The group of people are my aunt , father and younger brother ...
Luckily , i slept earlier last night ~ i wasn't disturbed ~
My " a yi " and " gim ber " treated us the lunch today ...
We have " yum cha " together ~
Wa ... the children of my " a yi " were very noisy and crazy ...
Well ... quite an "enjoyable" meal .... at least the dishes are nice ~
Online for about 1 hour in the afternoon ... then i took a short nap ...
It was already dinner time when i woke up ~
At night , i went out with my aunt and cousin ... to play ...
Wa ... i went to play a type of game with my aunt .... it was scary ....
We sat in side a small ball and were thrown up 70 feets high ...
And the ball turns in 360 degrees while it falls down ...
THAT IS VERY SCARY !!! I didn't breathe in the air .... = =
My cousin spent time chatting with a beautiful girl who is my aunt's friend ...
Haha ~~ I left them alone deliberately ! They seemed to be enjoying ~~ ^^
It was 12 00 + in the morning when we came back ...
After taking a shower ... i came online to write my diary ... ( which is this )
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A boring day ....
I wish i can start the school as soon as possible ....
I want to make new friends and strive for good results ...
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People ... what are you doing now ?
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
19:20
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I woke up later today ... about 9 00 + ...
That must be due to the chat with Jovey yesterday ~~
We chatted till midnight ..... ( bad girl )
This morning , i went to visit my brother again ~
He had a fever last night .... not feeling well today ...
He had really slimmed down .... looked like a skeleton ....
I feel so bad .... sad ... and unfair ....
He had been a great brother who always tolerate my naughtiness ...
I rather ... i am the one who is sick instead of him .... such an angelic person ...
Life is unfair ... i know ....
After lunch , i onlined and had a talk with Jovey ~~
Jovey , i forgot to ask you sth at that time ! Did you go to school today ? How is it ?!!
I really need my report book urgently .... T-T
My cousin went to have a haircut this afternoon ~
He looks better after the haircut ! Haha ~ The type that my dear Jovey might admire !! =P
After purchasing some goods , we went home .
I watched a movie in the afternoon , DVD , the name of the movie is " 野蠻師姐 " ( Windstruck ) !
It has a funny starting , yet ends with a touching scene ...
Waa ... i cried for it ... it's really moving .... T-T
Haha , i insisted to watch the movie while others are having dinner ~~
Hmm ... i enjoyed a tastey cake after the dinner ~~
Ahh ... it is really nice !!!
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Only a few people online these days ...
SEANY !! YOU ASKED ME TO ONLINE BUT YOU DIDN'T !!! = =
HEE WON !!! YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WILL ONLINE !!! = =
AND WHOEVER ASK ME TO ONLINE !!! WHERE ARE YOU ??
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The time in Australia is faster than Singapore .... i will online at a different time with you people ...
Perhaps sometime between 6 00 ~ 7 00 , for the time in Singapore ~
Hey people ~~ How are you ?
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
22:32
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Hey people ~
I am now is Australia ...
The time here is 11 + pm .... which is three hours ahead of Singapore ....
This morning was terrible ....
On the plane , there were four children sitting behind me ...
They are UNBEARABLY NOISY !!!
The meal was served at 1 30 pm IN THE MORNING !!!!
HOW CAN PEOPLE HAVE MEAL AT THAT TIME ?!!!!
However ... i finished it ....
I didn't sleep well due to the noise behind ....
I was awake again at 3 40 , then feel asleep ...
The breakfast was served at 5 30 in the morning ....
Actually ... is 5 30 for Singapore's time ... 8 30 for Australian time ...
I felt so weird ..... = =
I spent 3 hours lesser then people today ..... = =
WAAA .... I can do a lot of things in 3 hours .....
The plane reached Australia at 10 20 ( Singapore time 7 20 , which is the time you people are in school waiting for flag raising ... ) ...
Waaaa ...... it was excting for me to be in a foreign land ~~~
Most of the people on the street have blue eyes and golden hair !!
For people who doesn't know my true colour , i am a person who admire foreigner ( white people ) ~~ To me .... people having blone hair and blue eyes are more beautiful !
Waaaa ..... i saw at least 10 handsome guys on the street !!! ( fainted )
Tall buildings can hardly be found here .... but a lot of trees ...
OH YAR !!! There are " electrical bus " ( don't know how to say in EL , cable car ?) on the street !!
That is so cool !!! You can easily see eletric wires on top of your head !!
I went to visit my brother this afternoon ...
He had became so thin .... T-T
And he has obvious penda eyes ..... I felt so sad .... T-T
I tried to cheer him up and chat with him ... this is the least i can do for him ...
I left the hospital with tears in my eyes ...
I went supermarket with my aunt to buy ingredients for the dinner ~
I spent the late afternoon helping her to prepare the dinner ~
With two of my cousin , we enjoyed a great meal ~
At night , i arranged my belongings neatly before taking a bath ....
Then ... i online at 10 30 , which is 7 30 in Singapore to chat with friends ~
Exhausted .... but i don't want to sleep ....
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
15:25
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Today ....
I woke up later in the morning ...... Pig's Year .....
It was the breakfast day ~
I was surprised to received the small piece of paper from Gordon ..... He treated me the breakfast ......
Thanks Gordon !
I went to help afterwards , or else I will feel guilty ..... = =
The president of the Environmental Club told the teacher that Jovey and Hui Yee is going to skip the CCA for my farewell party ....
In the end ..... two of them didn't come .....
Well ..... I shouldn’t blame him .....I was too selfish ....
During physics lessons , I was shocked to realize that Mr Lim had already know the fact that I am leaving ....
Waa .....The rumour spread like a wild fire .....
Even Hambali came to ask me for that …. And Rosanne as well ......
Waa ..... Feeling sad .....
I think our chemistry teacher , Mrs Tan , knew it as well .....
She asked Jovey to keep the WSs for CT , who didn’t come today ......
Poor CT ..... Please get well soon !
I told Huma during the Literature lesson that I am leaving tomorrow .....
She was seriously astonished !! Feelin guilty ..... I should have told her earlier .....
She will be alone for the Literature lesson in the future ..... So sad .....
In the afternoon .... I went to watch movie with a small group of people ~
Many of my friends cannot attend the party , don’t worry ! I understand ~
Thank you people for wasting your time and money to watch the boring movie with me ..... I really appreciate it !!
Let me count those who I wish can come but didn't turn up ....
Jovey ( so sad .... CCA )
CT ( take care )
Hui Yee ( never mind .... CCA )
Juniper ( I understand .... CCA )
Sean ( I understand .... CCA )
Marcus ( Fine .... )
Kun Long ( I understand .... CCA )
Yee Wei ( Nth to say ......)
Khair ( I understand .... CCA)
Gordon ( I understand ....Tight schedule )
Jacklyn ( I understand ..... Tuition )
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So sad ..... so many people didn’t attend ..... T – T
Thanks to these people .....
Hee Won ( one of my best friends )
Shan Shan ( one of my best friends )
Miao Miao ( Taiwanese who I met in HCL )
Edwin ( good friend who admire Hui Yee)
Wei Ren ( not that close ..... but a nice guy )
Noah ( not that close...... but a nice guy )
Swee Soon ( not that close ..... but jovey’s admirer )
And thank Edwin very much for treating me ~~
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I knew that the movie was boring ......
I like the songs in the movie ~~ Haha ~~
My dad called and scolded me for not returning after the movie ......
Therefore ...... I cancelled the bowling with Jovey , Hui Yee , Juniper and Marcus .......
Sorry to you people ...... I am soooo sorry .....
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My dad needed me to explain some data in English .....
I am typing it now ......
I have been typing for two hours ...... Exhausted ......
The Social Study Common test on chapter 2 will held tomorrow....
I have not studied yet .....
Waa ....I will need to wake up early tomorrow to study .....
...... tired.....
Tomorrow will be my last day in Singapore .....
It is so hard to imagine .....is just tomorrow .....
I strongly believe that I will cry tomorrow .....
...... so sad ....
THEREFORE !! I will be very active tomorrow .....
Contribute as much to the friends and class as I can .....
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People ..... I will miss you ....Really ...
I will miss the time with you people .....
I will miss Singapore ......
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
17:00
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Today was also a tiring day ...
CT FINALLY CAME TO SCHOOL !!!
However ... she looks awful in the morning .... she felt better only in the afternoon ...
My class 3/1 changed with class 1/1 because CT was still not feeling well ... cannot climb the stairs ...
Waa .... the secondary one student was rude and inmature .....
I think the juniors' attitude are getting worse from year to year ....
Never mind .... forgive the children ....
I received the Social Study result today ....
Well .... i scored 12 ... quite a good grade ~
Then ... three periods of English , all of us was chatting happily ....
Someone spread my secret around .... not a secret anymore ..... = =
What made me feel sad is that my good friend , Shan Shan , cried uncontrollably after hearing the bad news ....
Sorry ..... please don't cry ... i don't worth it ....
The debate was cancelled .... i should have organise the party today ....
Many people may not turn up tomorrow .....
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I ran all over the school after lessons for some documents ....
Exhausted ....
I send CT back home afterwards ... help her to carry her heavy bags ...
After reaching her house ... i fell asleep on CT's bed .... too tired ...
And my dad called to scold me ...... = =
He said i shouldn't be sleeping there ... i should go home immediately ...
..... but i was really tired ......
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Hui Yee came to my house at night ..... see me packing my luggage ...
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I called all the pupils in 3/1 to remind them to wear PE attire tomorrow ....
Luckily my dad was asleep aleady ~~ =P
So ... friends .... tomorrow will be my farewell party .... who can turn up ?
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
14:40
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It was a long day ....
For the first two periods , I received the chemistry test result ...
I did badly for it ... 21 ... T-T
I was so upset ...
and heartbroke ... upon ... nth ...
It was English Language afterwards ... I forgot to bring my passage ...
= =
What a fateful day ...
Then ... is physic .... I was late for it due to some personal matters ....
However ~~ I was the first person to complete the experiment although being alone !
Haha ~~
Chiou Torng ( CT )... get well soon and come back to the school !
Anyway , our dear CT will attend the school tomorrow !!
Wahaha ~~ We have a change of the classroom because of her !!
We will be using the 1/1 classroom !! Thanks CT !!
Then ... Literature ...
Wa ... It was boring ....
The last two periods was Social Studies ~
Wa ... Mrs Choo scolded the whole class due to our uncooperativeness ...
Well ... to be honest ... I was one of those who place my heavy head on the desk ...
.... tired mah ...
After school ... I went to see a lot of teachers to settle my personal stuffs ...
Not to ask questions .... = =
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AFTER THAT !!!!
CT , JOVEY AND I WENT TO EAT SUSHI !!!!
YAAAA !!!
The meal was great !!! Except the fact that CT wanted me to eat until I die ...
Waa .... I was full !!!
I will have ... stomachache ... diarrhoea ... and whatever ache tomorrow ....
We went arcade after the meal ~
Wahaaa ~~~ We had a fantastic time together !!
Haha ~~ I was a lousy player .... Who always got eaten by the sharks ... = =
And for the crazy taxi .... i kept knocking into the people and the truck .....
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Sum up everything ... It was a great day ~~
Thank to CT and Jovey , I really appreciate whatever you people have done for me !!
[x] i'm still waiting for you..
22:40
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